Broken beads like shattered glass
Roll beneath our feet.
A crowd that waves, sways and prays,
The merry devil meet.
Roaring music, dancing flames-
Too much color, too much light.
We shout and dance and sing and vow
To burn Mardi Gras through the night.
We pass the time till morning comes,
A white dawn still stained red.
We find our costumes torn and tattered
Our pious ideals drunk dead.
Will and Erik at the Superbowl by rustysilverlining, literature
Literature
Will and Erik at the Superbowl
"You've got the chips?"
"Don't be an idiot. Of course I've got the chips."
"The Coke. You didn't forget the Coke?"
"How could I forget the Coke?"
"Shit! The beer! Did you forget the beer?"
Rolling his eyes in answer, Will plunked down a six pack of Budweiser in front of Paul. "No. I didn't forget the beer. I didn't forget the hot dogs. I didn't forget the nacho cheese. I didn't forget the extra cushions. I didn't forget the Lays, Doritos, Ruffles, Cheetos, or Fritos. I brought Bud for you, Bud Lite for David, and Coors for myself. Did you remember the bet?"
"Yep. One hundred fifty on the Colts to win."
Will allowed himself a sm
We burned down the hospital. First, we melted every piece of metal, silver or not, in the place and gilded each of the windows facing west. The work was done at night; every staff member present helped without asking so much as a single questionthey had seen too many miracles to doubt us now. Miracles that no one else would ever believe.
The entire floor that Amy Uther had died on was doused in gasoline from top to bottom. Then, from the stairwell, Wake tossed a lit match into a nurses' station and ran for the exit. Within minutes, the entire building had gone up in flames.
Erik, Emily, Will, and I watched this procedure from a Jee
Things happened very quickly after that. Too quickly. Thankfully, all of the business was taken out of our hands. Someone else handled the military. Someone else handled the papers. The staff everyone who had been present for the destruction of the Taezutestified forcefully for Erik's immediate clearance of all charges. I hadn't even been aware that this had been going on; I was notified the second that it was over. Then the press came Will spoke with them first, just as he had after the first attack at Silveronte. Then they came in to talk to Erik.
I stayed with him the entire time, mostly silent as he talked. It was onl
I pressed the palms of my hands against his wound desperately, waiting for the familiar glow of light and warmth. It didn't come. I tore at the shirt he had borrowed from Will, trying to reach his skin. I felt it beneath my fingertips as the cloth shredded, but still nothing came.
It wouldn't heal him if he were dead. "No, this can't be happening! You can't be dead, you were just here a minute ago! You promised, you lied, you "
Emily knelt down beside me and reached towards Erik's neck with trembling fingers. She took his pulse and almost choked with relief. "He's alive."
"Can we get some help over here?" Will called, his voice sh
There was a loud, sharp knock on my door and my eyes flew open. I was disoriented, for a moment I almost thought that I was at home, back in the apartment that Erik and I had shared. Almost. Erik was sound asleep beside me, one arm curled lightly around my waist. I shook him slightly but he didn't stir; instead of taking the time to panic about that, I moved out of his grasp and tossed the blankets over his face to hide him. "Who is it?" I called.
"Selena, open the door. I know what's going on," Amy's voice demanded.
I froze for a moment, thinking. I glanced back at Erik's form, still and vulnerable beneath the sheets, and shut my
Will and Emily came back with some apples, water, and beef jerky as the sky was getting lighter, just before dawn. Will entered the room first, his face inscrutable and drawn. Erik's eyes hardened when he walked in and I felt him pull away from me slightly, so I stood up and left him sitting as awkwardly as he had been when Will had first left.
Will held out his portion of the food wordlessly and I took it with a quiet "thank you." The silence was so heavy and painful that I couldn't begin to know what words to fill it with; I took a step back to stand with Emily as Erik and Will watched each other with wary eyes. Slowly, using the wall as
Chapter Thirty-One by rustysilverlining, literature
Literature
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-One
The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes a few hours later was the moon, just outside of the window. I turned my head drowsily and then I was face-to-face with the barrel of Will's gun.
I jumped and he lowered it, just slightly. "I was afraid to move you while you were unconscious," he said huskily. He gestured with the gun. "Now, get out of the way."
Before I could think about it, I'd shrunken back against Erik's motionless body. "No."
"Selena. Please. Don't be stupid."
I ignored him, turning to examine Erik. "He hasn't woken up?" I asked. The bullet wound had healed, leaving a small, puckered scar behind. But
Broken beads like shattered glass
Roll beneath our feet.
A crowd that waves, sways and prays,
The merry devil meet.
Roaring music, dancing flames-
Too much color, too much light.
We shout and dance and sing and vow
To burn Mardi Gras through the night.
We pass the time till morning comes,
A white dawn still stained red.
We find our costumes torn and tattered
Our pious ideals drunk dead.
Will and Erik at the Superbowl by rustysilverlining, literature
Literature
Will and Erik at the Superbowl
"You've got the chips?"
"Don't be an idiot. Of course I've got the chips."
"The Coke. You didn't forget the Coke?"
"How could I forget the Coke?"
"Shit! The beer! Did you forget the beer?"
Rolling his eyes in answer, Will plunked down a six pack of Budweiser in front of Paul. "No. I didn't forget the beer. I didn't forget the hot dogs. I didn't forget the nacho cheese. I didn't forget the extra cushions. I didn't forget the Lays, Doritos, Ruffles, Cheetos, or Fritos. I brought Bud for you, Bud Lite for David, and Coors for myself. Did you remember the bet?"
"Yep. One hundred fifty on the Colts to win."
Will allowed himself a sm
We burned down the hospital. First, we melted every piece of metal, silver or not, in the place and gilded each of the windows facing west. The work was done at night; every staff member present helped without asking so much as a single questionthey had seen too many miracles to doubt us now. Miracles that no one else would ever believe.
The entire floor that Amy Uther had died on was doused in gasoline from top to bottom. Then, from the stairwell, Wake tossed a lit match into a nurses' station and ran for the exit. Within minutes, the entire building had gone up in flames.
Erik, Emily, Will, and I watched this procedure from a Jee
Things happened very quickly after that. Too quickly. Thankfully, all of the business was taken out of our hands. Someone else handled the military. Someone else handled the papers. The staff everyone who had been present for the destruction of the Taezutestified forcefully for Erik's immediate clearance of all charges. I hadn't even been aware that this had been going on; I was notified the second that it was over. Then the press came Will spoke with them first, just as he had after the first attack at Silveronte. Then they came in to talk to Erik.
I stayed with him the entire time, mostly silent as he talked. It was onl
I pressed the palms of my hands against his wound desperately, waiting for the familiar glow of light and warmth. It didn't come. I tore at the shirt he had borrowed from Will, trying to reach his skin. I felt it beneath my fingertips as the cloth shredded, but still nothing came.
It wouldn't heal him if he were dead. "No, this can't be happening! You can't be dead, you were just here a minute ago! You promised, you lied, you "
Emily knelt down beside me and reached towards Erik's neck with trembling fingers. She took his pulse and almost choked with relief. "He's alive."
"Can we get some help over here?" Will called, his voice sh
There was a loud, sharp knock on my door and my eyes flew open. I was disoriented, for a moment I almost thought that I was at home, back in the apartment that Erik and I had shared. Almost. Erik was sound asleep beside me, one arm curled lightly around my waist. I shook him slightly but he didn't stir; instead of taking the time to panic about that, I moved out of his grasp and tossed the blankets over his face to hide him. "Who is it?" I called.
"Selena, open the door. I know what's going on," Amy's voice demanded.
I froze for a moment, thinking. I glanced back at Erik's form, still and vulnerable beneath the sheets, and shut my
Will and Emily came back with some apples, water, and beef jerky as the sky was getting lighter, just before dawn. Will entered the room first, his face inscrutable and drawn. Erik's eyes hardened when he walked in and I felt him pull away from me slightly, so I stood up and left him sitting as awkwardly as he had been when Will had first left.
Will held out his portion of the food wordlessly and I took it with a quiet "thank you." The silence was so heavy and painful that I couldn't begin to know what words to fill it with; I took a step back to stand with Emily as Erik and Will watched each other with wary eyes. Slowly, using the wall as
Chapter Thirty-One by rustysilverlining, literature
Literature
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-One
The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes a few hours later was the moon, just outside of the window. I turned my head drowsily and then I was face-to-face with the barrel of Will's gun.
I jumped and he lowered it, just slightly. "I was afraid to move you while you were unconscious," he said huskily. He gestured with the gun. "Now, get out of the way."
Before I could think about it, I'd shrunken back against Erik's motionless body. "No."
"Selena. Please. Don't be stupid."
I ignored him, turning to examine Erik. "He hasn't woken up?" I asked. The bullet wound had healed, leaving a small, puckered scar behind. But
and i am in a dark place right now
and where i go no light can be found
running forward at the speed of sound
now way out, no way out
locked myself away in darkness
no where to go but up from here
yet deeper still i fall
sun lost and no stars shining
when will i escape?
inside my head alone with nothing left but self doubt
how do i find my way out?
everything is closing in, hatred is holding me
to tight to even see, to tight to breath
horrible scars marring a sight no one could ever see
days roll by and i cant even bleed
when will this end, gotta end
where will this stop?
heart in my throat
never ending drop
cant take it an
Realm of new gold, and blue-hot raging sun,
Yellow kept kingdom of the spilling fields;
Blind under burning filaments that run
Like blood from the bursting heads of corn,
As sultry woods dapple with bluebell peals
And all the summer fruits of swallows song;
Are shaded by kestrels, glaring overhead
And jealous ponds are broken by the stares;
Of swollen mayflies, peering from the dead.
Bright Hyperion, who had never seen,
The dark side of the earth give birth to thoughts
That were not vanquished by a fiery screen
Of sunrise through his airy crystal courts.
Who glowing like a distant neutron star,
Passed his hours
Gullible...
All smiles
And absolute trust.
Uncompromising,
Unconditional love.
Foolish...
Clinging with tearful smiles
To impossible dreams.
Defying what her heart says
To follow what she wishes to
Call truth.
Ultimately, she loses her dreams, even
As she throws her reality away in their favor.
Cynical...
Cold eyes
And a well-guarded heart.
All secrets and silence--
Safe and alone.
Empty...
Trusting no one,
Facing demons in the shadows
Where there are none.
Only her and her suspicions...
In the end, she loses grip on reality, after
She has thrown her dreams away in its favor.
The unbreakable Promise by Butterflykisses93, literature
Literature
The unbreakable Promise
The promise you are trying to make
It doesn't come lightly,
You need to mean what you say
And you must say it honestly,
If you want me forever,
Take my breath away.
SAy what you mean
Mean what you say,
Take my heart
And give it a home,
Never ever let go.
Give me the chance to say yes
Give me the world,
Give me everything
That a man can give a girl.
I'll give you love
I'll give you a friend,
I'll give you everything
From the beginning
To the end.
But this promise you are trying to make
It doesnt come lightly,
Say what you mean
Mean what you say
And give me the chance to say yes honestly.
I vow
I will never be one of them.
Though I may indeed surrender my heart,
It will be prettily wrapped in gold and silver
And deep, royal blue
Befitting the expense at which
You have bought and paid for it.
Though I may indeed open my door,
You will never walk on red carpet through my mind,
Nor muddy my thoughts with boots soiled in sin.
You will enter my sanctum humbly, hat in hand,
Or wait on the doorstep like the beggar you would be.
Though I may indeed love you,
Laugh when you smile and smile when you appear,
I will never belong to you.
You may earn my heart and a place at my hearth
But the deed to my spirit is mine alone,
My name is Michelle, and I'm happy to be here... I'm here for the art :P
And, of course, for the people... hoping that my work might be good enough to be loved here ^^
Current Residence: Waiting for a Home Favourite genre of music: Rock Personal Quote: "These violent delights have violent ends... Therefore, love moderately; long love doth so,&quo
Emo:
[ ] I cry a lot.
[ ] I go to local shows.
[ ] I wear black everyday.
[ ] I write sad poetry.
[E/] I play an acoustic guitar.
[M, E] My favorite bands include: Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, or Panic! at the Disco.
[ ] I think about suicide or death often.
[ ] People have told me to cheer up.
[ ] I cry when I see dead animals.
[ ] My myspace pics are black or white or angled.
[ ] I wear many band shirts.
[ ] No one understands me.
[ ] I don't talk too often.
[ ] I look down when I walk.
[ ] I wear black eyeliner.
[ ] I have an ex I still cry over. (HA. CUTE, DA.)
[E] My hair is black.
[ ] My hair covers one of my
1.Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you a color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what movie, tv, or video game character you remind me of.
5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6. Tell you something I like about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname.
8. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.
9. Dare you to post this in your journal!
Cinderella:
[ ] One of your parents is dead
[x] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[x] You love to dress up
[x] You love animals
[/] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming (...........)
[x] Your mom is really strict (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[/] You're afraid to speak your mind sometimesv(not so much, thank goodness.)
[x] You have left your shoes at a friend's house before (when do I not?)
[x] You have blonde hair
TOTAL: 7
Belle:
[/] You've kissed someone your friends didn't like (they liked him, at the time.)
[ ] You've been lost in the forest
[x] You love to read
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